"Dead at age 35"

"Dead at age 35"

That's what my fate will be 3 years from now...

If my memory serves me right, I think it was year 1994 when I accompanied a friend to a shrink to know his fortunes. Well -- I ended up bringing home my misfortune in the process.

Why? This misfortune teller predicted that I wont reach the age of 40 and would die in a car accident. It was a prediction that I easily laughed off.

Let's fast-forward to year 2000...

It was my second encounter with another shrink, this time with another friend. The outcome - I was again told that I would die in a car accident at the age of 35, not sure though if I was the one driving or just a passenger.

Having heard this, the thoughts on the initial prediction which happened a few years back came to mind and started questioning:

"What if this is actually true?"
"Was it just a mere coincidence or a destined doom?"

Now its 2008, and I'm turning 32...

Well, if this is the case; the equation now shows that I still have 3 years left to live.

...and should I die at age 35, I want to be remembered as someone who lived fully and loved truly.

Marc Joseph Bajada
Born: November 9, 1976
Died: ?????, 2011

RIP - "Rest in Pogs"

Wanted: "Soulmate"

Wanted: "Soulmate"

Sounds desperate?

Maybe I am.

I am single again for the nth time and I always keep on asking myself the same question: What really went wrong? Nah! I don't want to put so much thinking of what happened and I'll just move forward... Again, look forward to what? Another failed relationship?

I don't think I can afford to have another one... not again...

So, whoever you are... my soulmate! Don't make it hard for me this time... I have suffered enough and have learned my lessons well...

Come into my life now and let me love you forever...